Maybe I should work at Foot Locker, I miss that place. I miss having my own store, plus my checks. I was getting paid stacks at 17. It was always clean, organized, and I loved it. Shoes are life.
Tears roll down my eyes as I pray for peace, for serenity. I can’t hold in the hurt I’ve been caused. I just want to be loved, & not continue to get hurt.
"There is no person in the world who is made to handle every punch that’s thrown at them. We aren’t made that way. In fact, we’re made to get mad, upset, sad, be hurt, stumble and fall. We aren’t supposed to be able to handle everything. But that’s what makes us stronger in the end, by learning from the things that hurt us most."
1. Last kiss - My boyfriend :)
2. Last phone call - My daddy <3
3. Last text message - My mommy <3
4. Last song you listened to - I’m not too sure. I can’t remember.
5. Last time you cried - Earlier
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice - I have
7. Been cheated on - I have
8. Kissed someone & regretted it - I have, lol
9. Lost someone special - I have
10. Been depressed - I have
11. Been drunk and threw up - I have
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
12. had sex - Yes
13. How many people have you had sex with this year? - One
15. Made a new friend - Tons
17. Laughed until you cried - Of course
18. Met someone who changed you - Totally
19. Found out who your true friends were - Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you - For a minute, all of Midland was I am sure, lol
26. What did you do for your last Birthday - I went out to eat, the bar. I also had a party and went to Thunderfest. Great birthday!
27. What time did you wake up today - 7:30AM
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for - Wiz with my boyfriend
30. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time - I only have one sibling and I saw him yesterday.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life - I wish I could just be more positive about things. When I get shut down, it brings my spirits down so bad.
32. What are you listening to right now - Me typing
33. When is the last time you had sex? - This weekend. TMI.
34. Who’s getting on your nerves right now - Nothing at the moment
35. Most visited webpage - Tumblr
36. Favorite color - Green
37. Nicknames - Mimi
38. Relationship Status - I have a boyfriend
39. Zodiac sign - Taurus
40. Male or female - I am a female
41. Primary school - South
42. Secondary School - Goddard
43. High school/college - Midland High
44. Eye color - Brown
46. Height - 5’3 and half
47. Do you have a crush on someone - My boyfriend, he’s always my crush, I get all teenager crush when I am around him, haha.
48. What do you like about yourself - I think positive about life, I believe in outstanding results. I also like my dimples.
49. Piercings - I had my ears pierced once but they got infected with fake jewelry that I let them close. I then repierced them. I also have my cartilage done. I had my belly button done as well.
50. Tattoos - None
51. Righty or lefty - Right hand
53. First piercing - My ears
54. First best friend - Denise
55. First hookup - Haha, like why even talk about it
56. First Bestfriend - Denise
59. Eating - Nothing
60. Drinking - Nothing
61. I’m about to - Try to fall asleep
62. Listening to - My fan
63. Waiting for - My baby to come back to Lubbock so we can sleep together <3
64. Want kids? I do
65. Get married? I do
66. Career - Dream of being a nurse, either as a CRNA or working for a plastic surgeon, and/or DNP
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes - Lips
68. Hugs or kisses - Kisses
69. Shorter or taller - Taller
70. Older or Younger - Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous - Romantic but spontaneous makes things sexy :)
72. Nice stomach or nice arms - Arms!
73. Sensitive or loud - Sensitive, just more in tack with the feelings. Loud is annoying.
74. Hook-up or relationship - At this point in life, I want a real relationship. If you’d ask me this a few months ago, total hook up girl. I don’t like games.
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger - In some sense?
77. Drank hard liquor - I always do.
78. Lost glasses/contacts - Don’t wear them, can’t loose them
79. Had sex - I have
80. Broken someone’s heart - I don’t think I have, I have gotten mine broke.
82. Been arrested - No
83. Turned someone down - Yes
84. Cried when someone died - My dog Chip <3
85. Fallen for a friend - My boyfriend now was my friend. :)
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself - At times, I stop when something I do fails me
87. Miracles - Yes
88. Love at first sight - No, actions make you fall for someone. If all you care is about looks, look at yourself first.
89. Heaven - Yes
90. Santa Clause - No
91. Kiss on the first date - No
92. Angels - Yes
93. How would you label yourself? I think I’m pretty nice and I am shy at first but I can really become a good listener for you.
94. Someone You Pray Everyday For - My family, myself, everyone really.
95. Did you sing today - Yes
96. Who From All Your Ex’s have You Cared The Most About - My ex boyfriend. Or like my second boyfriend. He was my first love. I knew a little more about relationships and we were together for 2 years. I guess I care about my first boyfriend as well. It was more like a beginning to my dating life. I was young. We dated after we broke up for a good 2 years, but it was never the same. He was so good to me though.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? I would want to at least travel to every time era. Just to experience it and know directly the difference.
98. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For - I wish to find success in life. I want to having the career I dream of. I want to have my own things. I want a family. Most importantly, I want to take care of my parents.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? I am deeply afraid of falling in love. It’s scary. When I fell out of love the first time, I always questioned myself if it was really love. I really couldn’t determine yes or no, but I believed it was. I would do so much for the relationship that when you know you love something, all you care about is a smile. So when I fell out of love, I was scared to feel it again. It’s beautiful when you have the feeling, but when it’s gone, or when you love and don’t have a response, it hurts. It aches.
100. Do you like the way you look? I love who I am, that looks are whatever to me. Of course if I could get some plastic surgery to correct or enhance some features, I wouldn’t think about it twice, but at the end of the day I love who I am. My looks are just a bonus. Whether you like them or not, I rather you like me for my being.
This place reminds me of you, of us.
From watching movies on the couch as friends and me nervous laying on you all the time, to the first time we slept together (actually not even being able to fall asleep knowing a boy was in my bed, haha). Dancing in the kitchen and making dinner for you twice. Doing our homework and studying our minds off, but giving each other space until we ended up cuddling at night. Talking about life and our deepest secrets. Kind of. To you sleeping with me every day. I miss you.
I love you, scardy boy. <3
If there is ever a time I am alone, I more than likely start to think and wonder. I start to question my motives and my desires. I start to sketch out new plans for myself.
Regardless of it all, my dreams remain the same.
"When I’m hurt, I shut down. I turn into a total sarcastic bitch. I shut off my emotions, and act indifferent towards everything even though it might be killing me inside."
Sometimes all you want to hear is stop.
Praying each night for you. 💕
I LOVE this picture.
I love the face he’s making, even though you can’t see it right. The way he does his lips is just so sexy to me.
I love how big I’m smiling. I seem so happy. Plus my hair is cute.
Most importantly, the main idea of this, he’s grabbing my booty. I love those random ass grabs that catch me by surprise. Or when he wakes up in the morning to grab my butt and lays back down. Or when he just smacks my booty! At first I was kind of weird about it, but now I like it. ❤️
Isn’t he just so sexy? 😘 My baby! 💋
"Do you ever wonder how many people’s dreams you have been in?"
Isn’t he cute with his thoughtful self? 😊💕